Will be going to Carlton Hotel for my food tasting this evening at 7.30pm.
Wondering will my dad be going...i don't know what happened to him. Mum give me a call saying he might not be going last night. I almost collapsed. Keep crying and crying till hubby come looking for me in the bathroom. I am thinking what is wrong with him...why can't i have a happy family. He already never attend my ROM in 2006 and now he is not even going for the food tasting. What is wrong?
Mum didn't told me what happened too as i never ask. I don't wanna know...i told myself i wanna hold my gatecrash in a hotel and not at home anymore. MIL told me have to hold it at home...i was telling her, what's the point when he don't even care? I told her that my dad can don't attend my wedding and i am fine with it. I'm already prepared and i don't want him to spoil my day.
Really a sad day for me last night...went drinking with hubby and Spencer last night. They tried cheering me up and i got abit drunk.
Why can't i prepare for my wedding happily like others? Why is my family not supportive? Why can't they spare a thought for me and so so fucking selfish? I tried to forget the bad memories of my dad not attending my ROM which took me quite awhile and forgive him. Now he is trying to find trouble for me. Why don't he spared me???
I'm Lost.....Sad.......=~(
Why why........i got no answer...
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