SunShine

There will always be sunshine after a heavy downpour. Always look towards the future and not remaining in the past which will only bring you bad memories. 

Have a good talk with hubby. Feeling much better. Sense something is wrong and work out on the problem. 

Don't ever neglect it and it will worsen the relationship.

Hubby is struggling with his business. I have to be strong and support him. This is the woman behind every successful man. I wanna be one of them. =)

Alone in office now. Hubby and his sales are out for training. Will end at 12pm. Wondering will i be able to lunch with him today. 

Wanting to spend my every min, sec with him. Always feel not enough when i am with him. That is love? I know he also need some privacy time alone or with his friends. I will try my best. 

Missing

How i wish i can go missing where no one can find me.

Been having a very foul mood today.

Need some quiet time alone. Don't wanna affect hubby's mood too.

Long time no go Par toh le....going to sentosa, sharing a pint of Hagan Daz macadamia nut. So loving.

Looking up the sky, counting the stars blinking bright.

Walking on the sand, seeing hubby's and my footprint,, thinking of the journey we have walked together for the past 9 years plus. 

Every people have different point of seeing and handling things. Some may find it simple to handle some might think it's tough and try running away from the problem. I am the kind that would not utter a word if i'm feeling down. It may seems to be simple and small matters but to me it means alot. That is why i get moody and angry easily when something bad crops up.

It's hard to control anger and mood. I have learnt alot from hubby and i am doing very well for the pass years, I really have to admit this. But when you started to get moody or angry over some minor things, he might think it is so unreasonable cos he has already got used to it. ( me being able to cope and control my mood). 

I need to be alone........

Hubby is away for fishing trip again

Hubby went fishing at Pekan again. Will only be back on Sunday probably late noon.
Now i am back at home....Home sweet home. Miss niu niu.
Whenever i went home, i will start sneezing badly due to the fur of the doggy. Sigh.....

Wondering what is hubby doing...have he reach Pekan ? Sleeping in the car or preparing for tomorrow fishing trip.
He didn't called. Shall i call him? Is it becos of the costly phone bill that he did not call me or is it because he had forgotten about me?

Tomorrow going for Facial since he is not around to accompany me. Going to Citispa at Bugis branch. Abit lazy to go actually. See how ba.

Longing for....

Had been feeling moody recently. Maybe i am not working so tend to feel bored easily and wanting more attention from hubby. Knowing hubby is busy with his business but still can't shake off the thought of being neglected. Not totally neglect me. Just that i dun feel the loving feeling we used to have. 

Everyday, accompany hubby to his office. Hoping to help out with abit of his paperwork. Not much stuff to do also.

Always alone in the office. Eating lunch alone when he is out. 

Getting used to it slowly. Feeling lonely.....not much friends as all of them are working while i am now shaking leg...enjoying life. 

Today, hubby gave me a kiss on my lips before going out for his appointment with William. So sweet! =)

Body aching again....think i need a massage. Going to be lunch time and again i will be lunching alone. Lazy to eat out. Always packet my lunch back to office. 

Hubby will be going Pekan for fishing this coming Friday evening. Will not be seeing him for another 2 days...will i miss him? I don't know.....

Happy 9 years 5 months Anniversary!

Happy anniversary to me....together with hubby for so long....going  to reach our 10 years series..

Life getting dull as time goes by....no longer celebrating no longer having this happy feeling. I'm alone now...

sigh....

Moody

Feeling moody recently.....injured myself. Think i played too much golf. Not been playing for past 2 days...sigh.

Today, hubby bought a putter mat. Going to played tomorrow in his office. Haahaa...

Now alone at home in the room waiting for hubby to come back. Sigh...how i wish he got more time with me.

 

Hubby is back

4th day without hubby. Stay at home for the whole day and only went out in the evening. Send MIL to attend a wake and me meeting Kelvin @ CDANS for range. Haahaa...I'm really so into golf nowsaday.

5th Day - Hubby coming back. Going to Budget Terminal. Finally saw hubby walking out. Run and gave him a hug!!!

Hubby drove back home and rested. He really bought a lot of things for me. I'm so happy that he do think of me when he is away. He is so sweet always!

Night time went for golf again. Haahaa....for 4 consecutive nights i have ben playing non stop. I hurt my wings...how!!!

Today is the second day my hubby is back. He was so busy. Seeing him so tired really pains me.

Third Day without Hubby

Today is the 3rd day without Hubby. Itinerary for today:

Went out with Yuxing and Annie. To Far East Plaza for our Pedicure and had done nail art. Looks nice. Heee

After Pedi, went far East Shopping centre to shop around for golf stuff. Most of the shops were close by the time we reach there.

Next, went to Paragon, Yuxing wanted to get himself a new phone. But no luck...went to Thai Express for dinner. Treat from Yuxing. Thank you!!!!

Next, went CDANs for a round of golf at the driving range. So tired.....my left wing still hurts. Don;t really know what it is called so i call it WINGS!

Now back home blogging. Hubby didn't call me for the whole day.......sad!

 

Thank you Yuxing & Annie for accompanying me the whole day!