Missing

How i wish i can go missing where no one can find me.

Been having a very foul mood today.

Need some quiet time alone. Don't wanna affect hubby's mood too.

Long time no go Par toh le....going to sentosa, sharing a pint of Hagan Daz macadamia nut. So loving.

Looking up the sky, counting the stars blinking bright.

Walking on the sand, seeing hubby's and my footprint,, thinking of the journey we have walked together for the past 9 years plus. 

Every people have different point of seeing and handling things. Some may find it simple to handle some might think it's tough and try running away from the problem. I am the kind that would not utter a word if i'm feeling down. It may seems to be simple and small matters but to me it means alot. That is why i get moody and angry easily when something bad crops up.

It's hard to control anger and mood. I have learnt alot from hubby and i am doing very well for the pass years, I really have to admit this. But when you started to get moody or angry over some minor things, he might think it is so unreasonable cos he has already got used to it. ( me being able to cope and control my mood). 

I need to be alone........