Not feeling well

Not been feeling well recently...think too heaty... having nose block and sore throat! Slight cough...sigh....hate it.

 

Happy Birthday Hubby!

Today is my hubby 29th Birthday. Specially made him a Rocher bouquet. My 1st attempt so quite ugly...that is why i only made 5 out of 16th. Haahaa...but hope he will like it. The remaining 11 he can eat them.

Will be going home tonight for dinner. Think his family is going to celebrate his birthday for him.

Then will be off meeting his friends....

Hubby, may all your wishes come true and business will grow!

 

Food Tasting Day

Will be going to Carlton Hotel for my food tasting this evening at 7.30pm.

Wondering will my dad be going...i don't know what happened to him. Mum give me a call saying he might not be going last night. I almost collapsed. Keep crying and crying till hubby come looking for me in the bathroom. I am thinking what is wrong with him...why can't i have a happy family. He already never attend my ROM in 2006 and now he is not even going for the food tasting. What is wrong? 

Mum didn't told me what happened too as i never ask. I don't wanna know...i told myself i wanna hold my gatecrash in a hotel and not at home anymore. MIL told me have to hold it at home...i was telling her, what's the point when he don't even care? I told her that my dad can don't attend my wedding and i am fine with it. I'm already prepared and i don't want him to spoil my day.

Really a sad day for me last night...went drinking with hubby and Spencer last night. They tried cheering me up and i got abit drunk.

Why can't i prepare for my wedding happily like others? Why is my family not supportive? Why can't they spare a thought for me and so so fucking selfish? I tried to forget the bad memories of my dad not attending my ROM which took me quite awhile and forgive him. Now he is trying to find trouble for me. Why don't he spared me???

I'm Lost.....Sad.......=~(

Why why........i got no answer...

Summary for the week

This week is a short working week and a long weekend. Friday till Sunday. Will be going on vacation to Bangkok. This time round, flying on Thai airway which is my 1st time. Hope the service is good. Early flight so have to wake up early. Tomorrow will be packing my stuff. Recently mood change again. Maybe wedding date is getting nearer....feeling a bit depressed. Everything i do just seems to get negative comment from my family. Sad....

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This week is a short working week and a long weekend. Friday till Sunday.

Will be going on vacation to Bangkok. This time round, flying on Thai airway which is my 1st time. Hope the service is good.

Early flight so have to wake up early. Tomorrow will be packing my stuff.

Recently mood change again. Maybe wedding date is getting nearer....feeling a bit depressed. Everything i do just seems to get negative comment from my family. Sad....