Mood was better today till just now i received a call from hubby.
I am thinking, is it so difficult to spend time together just the two of us and no one else.
1st : Hubby asked me wanna go play golf tomorrow i say ok. Reach office, customer called asking him wanna play tomorrow with his friends. Then, hubby ask if can, i say ok but next, he say if 3 balls then i go, if 4 balls then i won't be going. Is it that tough to play just with me? Thought i am his priority since he asked me 1st. Why is it that i become a ball for him to toss here and there?
2nd : I told Hubby i wanna go driving range tonight with him. Then Customer wanna go range tonight too. Called and ask if we got any programme tonight and i say no. There goes again. He wanna learn some skills from the customer so ask me to tag along.
I am no longer his priority?? Everything seems to go wrong for the 2 of us. Or am i asking too much from him??
I feel like disappearing for awhile......will he be anxious to know where am i??
.................................................................I am speechless!!!
